Thanks to Alison's sincerity and courage, I take the strengh to post those words my blog now.
I am feeling exhausted and sad since weeks. And as i have no good reason for that, I don't feel the right to complain. But I have tears in my eyes, bursting for no reasons when I am alone. and it is not getting better. The everlasting sinusitis and hay fever may be in cause...
In two weeks and a few hours I will be in holidays. Hopefully that will help.
In the meantime, I will gather every little flower of happiness that I'll find on my way.